goodbyegirl

I sit here. I dont want to sleep But I do. There is a slicing pain in my abdomen Maybe my baby is ready to free itself from a watery tomb Funny thing is...im not pregnant. Oh well. The carbonated caffine drink aka coke... Burns my throat. I still drink it, \'cause I dont want to sleep I want to stay up until the sun rises Then I will crawl into my mothers bed and sleep alone in her room.. I feel so insignificant right now. All I can hear is the click of my keys, The fizz of my drink, The sound of cars rolling quickly across the highway Ouch. It hurts. I cant even hear myself amongst this quiet racket SHUTUP I want to be i